My Strenghts and Weaknesses

Everdearest online Diary,

I will take advantage of writing something at this very moment of time while my yahoo messenger is still quiet because once I get hooked up to chatting then I can completely forget you my dear diary.

Today in Fort Worth has been raining all day since I got up this morning,even until now I'm typing this letter. In fact,there's lightning,thunderstorms and squalls going on outside,so dark and wet and it's ok because I don't have any business to do outside,the temperature is not bad,it is only 61 degrees Fahrenheit which is better 'coz I don't quiver.

Time and days passed by so quickly.Now you see it's already December 29 and few more days left it's gonna be New Year. Speaking of New Year, I guess it's time to look back of the wonderful things that happened to me on the year 2006.
Let's look closely the real me and my entire self as I carefully jot down some of my strenghts and weaknesses, fulfillment and failures during the past year. Not forgetting the weird habits that you guys are surely gonna be shocked when I reveal it from here!

MY STRENGHTS:

* Confident and true to myself. I feel no insecurity and jealousy for I believe I like my own self. I can walk in the street,head up and say "This is me,I am proud of myself". I'm not afraid to speak out what's on my mind.

* Fairly nice to everyone. Anyone who is willing to make me their friends are welcome and I so like it to befriend to other people esp.online.

* Can keep secrets. Wanna share your secrets to me? then I am the right person for I can keep it for myself as long as you want me to.

* Optimistic. I try to be positive in everything I think about for the coming years and what I do. Hopeful that it turns out to be good no matter what.

* Appreciative. I do give compliments of beautiful things I see. I say "You are beautiful/handsome" with truthfulness. I admire birds and winds and nature that God created.

* A listener. I don't think I'm a good listener but somehow I can really listen to whatever heartaches or pains you are in.

* Loyal and Chaste. Never ever betray my friends,family and most of all to my husband. I admit it, I see lotta guapo out there but never flirt with them because I am aware my limitations as a married woman.

* Treat me nice,treat you good. Be nice to me and I'll give you 100% pleasant treatment in return.

* Down-to-Earth. I will always stay the same as I am and always remember where I came from wherever life takes me to. Keep my feet on the ground if possible.

* Sympathy and Concern. You can assure as one of your friends, I am willing to take part of the sadness you are feeling and show greatest symphathy when you're down to show you that I care for you.


MY WEAKNESSES:

* I easily get sad and lonely.
* I easily get carried-away of the drama that I watch on t.v
* Likes yelling alot,which is not a good example to kids around for they might imitate me.
* I can really get rude and throw harmful words when somebody bites me.
* I cry silently. No good again for it's one of the causes of heart failure,it is where it starts.
* Mo karal panty ko when I see really guapo kano man outside...grrrr ambot ba nganu..but igo nalang ko tan aw ha..no need to flirt.
* I really sing along with the radio if I hear music I like and do not care if I have this yabag tone whoever is listening..paki ko?
* Likes to irritate my husband.
* Can be very up front sometimes and not knowing it hurts other people's feelings.
* Undeniably utter cursing words like "atay,pesti etc.." when somebody's stepping or something fall on to my toes.
* I don't hear mass regularly. I go to church if I just feel like I want to...perya gaba Lord!
* Scared losing any of my loved ones.....


MY WEIRD HABITS:

* I like scratching off my nail color even if it's only 3 days old in front of t.v with Lalabs. I won't stop even if being told to stop. Sometimes change color 3x a week then scratch/peel off again...

* When seated on the toilet bowl, I tend to pick up pieces of hair strands on the floor while sabay nag-utong.

* I keep watch of the "poop" each time it comes out...yucky huh?

* When I fart and it's real stinky, I ask hubby whether he wants to smell it or not since it's so so stinky.. and he chuckles...

* Pinaborot borot baba while eating.But in the restaurant I try not to and maintain my poise..only in public..but in the house nahh paburak agi.

2006 ACHIEVEMENTS:

* I made it to America.
* Performed the duties as a wife(not all though)
* Met my online friends in Texas
* Met new friends,joined bisdak planet...
* Give pieces of advice to those who need
* Never failed to call my family every Friday night
* Never failed to show my love to my husband and reminds him that he is a wonderful person and that I admire him so much!

2006 FAILURES:

* Did not adjust my status right away
* Found online enemy
* Wasn't able to go to The Bahamas
* Still not mastered my driving practice


2007 GOALS:

* To be able to visit my family
* To bear a child
* To be more loving and passionate to my husband
* To stay healthy
* To gain a few pounds
* To get my life settled as in adjust status and get a job
* To gain more friends
* To be helpful as possibly as I could
* To minimize spending too much time on the pc..laugh at me Ives but true baya ko!
* To be able to help my family back home.
* Try to go to church as often as I could.