Five Years Ago

This was me when I just got married to my husband...FIVE YEARS AGO! I was only 21 years old at this webcam shot and I thought hmmm I was so skinny back then. However, I don't miss my old young body for it was too much for me. I received really bad criticisms from people in my country because I was really a twig of 84 pounds.

I miss my long black hair too.. geezz I wish I didn't cut my hair too short when I had my last vacation in the Philippines... Now I a regret a little bit and it feels like my hair is growing so darn slow.

What Shall I do?

I've chatted to my old friend in the Philippines last night and when she saw me on the webcam she called me "tambok" fat or chubby in english. It's been a long time since she had last seen me on the cam that is why she uttered that I'm tambok. She said that I look good though, it's not bad at all huh! She said I look like "dalaga" now compared than how I look before, too skinny!

Then I asked my husband if I'm that fat now and he said I'm fine. Though I know it's not the kind of body that he wanted. He wants pure bones and skin hahah which I don't like because I'm tired of it. Now my problem is how I'm gonna be able to lose the baby bump that Jadyn left for me?

I still have a little bit of bump and softness in each side of my body..ewww haha! This is the price of having such very pretty baby,Deden!

My Asset

I may not have a sexy body nor the prettiest face in town but I have assets to be proud of. My naturally silky and smooth hair for one,my hair is such a great thing to have.While others are struggling to maintain their hair,me I am not for my hair is so manageable that I don't need to comb it.As a matter of fact,I can just run my fingers into it or let water slides down my hair after applying conditioner on to my hair in the shower and voila I have a neat looking hair.

Wanna know what's my secret? Just ask.

Smooth and Silky

The best time when I love my hair the most is 3 hours after I wash it.It feels so clean,so smooth and silky. I am not being conceited here I was born to have naturally fine and smooth hair.In fact,my friends used to admire my hair because of its smoothness.

I am planning of letting it grow long because I missed my used to be long hair.When I went to the Philippines last year I had it cut few inches below my ears.Now,it is a year old and it's kinda long again.Promise not gonna cut it for a while.

Feeling my Youngself Back Again

After almost 2 months from giving birth,I now say that I am back to my youngself again.Though I am still feeling bit tired from lack of sleep but I am feeling alright now. I used to look at myself in the mirror and say "look at you,you look very ugly now ",that was because I couldn't get enough rest I needed. As if I felt like having a baby around makes me very ugly for not being able to take care of myself,can't do my nails anymore.Can't stay longer in the shower etc.etc.

I am thankful that my life is back to normal,goodness gracious Lord! One thing I want to do for sure this Spring is to ride my bike in the trail so I will lose this sagging belly I have.So shameful to look at having a not so kinda big belly while my tentacles are skinny.

My baby allows me to sleep longer,4 hours is long for me.She would wake up at 12 midnight or 1 a.m then sleep and wake up again at 4 in the morning.That is good because she's giving me time to go to my dreamland.Hopefully,she will sleep throughout the evening and so do I so we'll both be happy.

I Look Younger Than My Age

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself. You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Do You Look Your Age?

I am 24 years old at the moment,skinny and towering a height of 5'2". I used to weigh only 86 pounds which I hate because too underweight.When I got pregnant I gained a fair amount of weight from 86 goes up to 120 lbs.But when I gave birth,it went down to 100.6 lbs.so that is my current weight now.Fair enough and I don't wish to go back to my original weight. I have a body of a child like a 10-yr.old child to be exact.Just a small built or petite woman that's what I am. I am so tiny compared to American woman,but who cares? I love myself and proud of myself,proud being a filipina here.

Life Of A Busy Mom

Gosh life has been soooo busy!! As the saying goes "ako pay togtog,ako pay sayaw!" Running here and there,doing chores all in one time.Always in a hurry,so afraid that baby will cry and I'm not done doing it all.

Like today,when I got up I hurriedly grab my morning snack so I'll be ready when little princess will ask for milk(breastmilk).Kagutom baya patotoy huh? So as much as possible I eat something first thing in the morning. While having my snack I check my tagboard at the same time and go on with my responsibility here afterwards. I boil some monggos,sweep the floor,prepare baby's stuff for bathing,fix the poop of spoiled Chichai.

When I'm done doing all those,I bathe my baby and feed her,ubayan para matulog.Monggos was still in a hot flame not realizing that I scorched it.It dried up and hohoho..ug wala nanimahong sunog wala ko kabalo nga nahubas na pastilan.I got up and ran hurriedly to the kitchen breaking the suction of the baby and oh hohoho..monggos is color brown gibati!!When baby is full and clean I went to the shower and have myself cleansed..nagdali dali maayo para dili mamat-an sa bata..argsss always have no time for myself anymore..there she goes,wala pa gani ko panudlay hilak napud kapait!!!!!!!!

I was planning of having my monggos for breakfast but it was getting too late and it's not yet done so I end up EATING NOODLES which I hate because it just doesn't make me full.Argsss I have no choice there's nothing else to grab.It is past 1 now and just started having my breakfast...hohoho life tabang!!!!!!!!

My daily routine has been like this since Jadyn came into this world.Well,the situation is getting a lot better now because I am getting back my sleep slowly.But I can't deny it,days go by I am also getting busier.

NAP

Seldom I can take nap like I did just moments ago.Just got up you know! Wow it was kinda long nap,thanks goodness. I am glad I did it or else I'm gonna be cranky and more tired tonight.My baby is sleeping even until now so I take advantage of getting some nap for myself too.I hope she'll sleep more so I can finish my online task tonight.

Man,I must be so tired because that was really a long nap.I had a slight headache so that is probably put me to rest right away.Hayyy sigh..it was a long day for me here though hubby is around but couldn't go outside,weather is pretty bad and raining and cold argsss..

Suplada Effect tag from Darlene

I got tagged by Darlene the other day about posting some captured maldita photos of me. I wasn't sure if I have some but when I go through my old friendster photos I found a few.Hope these ones are acceptable Mammuu? Lemme see!! Sorry it took me sometime to post them 'coz you know na I had to dig deeper pa before I can find ugly pix of me.

First photo was taken last Winter of 07,had nothing to do while waiting for my husband in the car. Second,when I was only 2 months pregnant at the Japanese Garden in Fort Worth,didn't know it came out to be maldita in this shot. The third one was from last Spring of '06.

Good Girl is my little Jadyn

It's our first day today being alone in the house. Lalabs' 2 weeks leave is over and he's back to work today. It's kind of difficult not having my husband around because when the baby cries no one is helping me but myself. I am still in the process of recovering the once lively and energetic me.In fact, I'm still feeling so weak right now and wanting to sleep but I how can I possibly do that if I have so many things on my mind?

I wanted to clean the house a little bit but I'm just too weak to move and do some things.hohoho..mama tabang!!! Where are you? Well,so much for that, let me talk about my little girl.Yes she does require a lot of attention especially at night time,makes me awake almost every minute thinking that she might be hungry or wet.Can't totally forget the world and go to dreamland but I guess she's all worth my hard work.

She is just so precious and such a very good girl. During day time,she lets me finish my work before crying or waking up. She lets me take a shower without even crying,whenever I need to use the bathroom I just leave her sleeping in bed,when I come back she's still asleep which I like so much about her,lets me eat my meal and only cries when I am done. I am praying though that everything will be back on track once she develops a sleeping habit at night so momma can rest and finally be able to be myself again.

Stupid Pee

My eyes are still sleepy,head is feeling so heavy.It is only 7:17 am here and it is too early to wake up.Normally,I wake up at 10 or 11 a.m but have changed my pattern lately since the PPP thing. I actually got only 3 hours of sleep last night. I went to bed at 12:15 and got up to pee at 3 a.m something and never went back to the dreamland. I hate it. I still wanted to sleep but I couldn't. I tried various position just to get back to sleep but nothing happen. It is all because of the burning sensation I feel inside due to holding my pee too long. So I got tired of moving alot in bed I decided to get up and sit in the computer and do something.It is just hard to pretend that you are asleep but your mind is wide awake.

Damn i am so pissed off right now. I can't think straight 'coz I am floating like an addict so high of drugs..nila pa "wala pa katugpa". I just hope that PPP will keep my mind alert later when the opps start to come out. Gush what am I gonna do...????

The Most Things in Me

Darlene pass this tag on to me. Now I am giving this to Annie

THE MOST...

You have accomplished:Being a loving wifey

Disappointment: I can't be there with my lil siblings to give a sack of ripe mangoes everytime they want it.

Where you spend your time on:Chasing opps on PPP,watching movies with my Lalabs

You have neglected:Dusting and watering my plants

You have collected:Shoes,Clothes,Purses

Item you take care of:Digital camera wedding and engagement rings and of course my marriage

Moment you were happy:When hubby proposed marriage to me and my wedding day oh the first time I put my feet in the land of America

Angry you've been:When other people can't mind their own business.

You have cried:When my father talked unpleasant things about my hubby on the phone

Pain you've experienced: broke my heart 3 times before I met my Sandy and poking my palm with a knife tonight ouch!

You have been teased about: About me looking like 14 years old and too young for my hubby because of my body structure

Prettiest time you've felt:During my wedding day

Ugliest time you've felt:Me not showered

You've been loved by: My dear dear husband

You love:My Family,my Hubby and nice friends

Word you used:lol and gnyt

Item you've used:Computer

Food you made: Tangkong apan apan

Amount you have spend in one time:over a hundred bucks

You have spend on:Macy's on clothes

You have screamed:When i get furious & hurting

Game you have played:none too busy for PPP